5 shots in.. And hella thinking.. Yay! For always being in my head. I wish I wasn’t always though. It just makes me depressed because I tend to over think things. Soo not healthy but I can’t stop. I wish I could.. That one day it would all just stop
weird ass stupid shit always has to happen to us..
i fucken picked!!! everyone was on my ass about picking one guy. i did and things were going good. now he’s acting all weird, it fucken sucks because i hella like him too. and i only got to see him once.. i hope things will change? but then one night he started talking to me about his ex.. and i didnt really know what to think about it but i was just there for him.. and now we barely talk.
then me and josh stayed friends.. and we’re going to bingo players on thursday because he bought me my ticket. and i have a feeling that that’s not gonna go well.. and then i found that?! what the fuck? this is weird.. it’s freaking me out.. idk what to do..